Love, Friendship and Hope
2001
Pairing: K/S, Mc/Finney
Code: NC-17
Feedback: to tlen11@freenet.de
Summary: Sequel to the eps. “Court-Martial” and
“The Galileo Seven”.
Note: Part of the Doctor-Fuh-Q-Fest
Disclaimer: Paraborg/Viacom owns the whole Star
Trek universe. I only borrowed a little part of it for some fun. No
moneymaking, no offence of copyrights are intended. The story is mine and it is
just fanfiction.
If you are under age, please stay away. If you
have a problem with m/m-sex and relationships, then look elsewhere for your
entertainment. English is not my native language, so please be patient with my
mistakes. T’Lin did a really great job to correct my errors, not to mention all
the suggestions she gave. My greatest gratitude to her. For all remaining
errors, blame me.
McCoy’s memories are marked with ///.
Jim Kirk placed a sweet kiss
on green Vulcan lips, both satisfied and tired, he snuggled into the strong
embrace.
“Have I already thanked you
for saving my ass with your talent for chess?”
“Jim, I knew that you could
not have done the crime you were accused of. The only logical conclusion was a
problem with the computer, so I tried to prove this right. Besides…”
Spock let his hands travel
down Jims back. “…I always wished to save your sexy ass and I like the way you
have just thanked me for performing my duty.”
Jim laughed. “You’re a hot
and horny Vulcan, my dear.” He yawned “But I’m tired right now. I'll thank you again
tomorrow. This welcome-back-party has really worn me out. But do you know, what’s wrong with Bones? He
wasn’t there for long”
I am not surprised, Jim.
First, to think his lover is dead, killed by his best friend ... and then to
discover it was only a ruse to destroy you ..."
“His what!?!” Jim was
suddenly sitting upright in the bed. “Finney is Bones' lover?”
“You did not know, Jim?”
Spock arched an eyebrow in surprise.
“I had no idea. How the hell
did you know?”
“On Taurus II I accidentally overheard
Dr. McCoy making a recording for Lieutenant Commander Finney in case we would
not have been saved in time."
“And why didn’t you tell me?”
Jim shouted.
“Jim, I honor Dr. McCoy’s
right of privacy. And because he is your best friend I assumed that he would
confide in you as soon as he freely wished to do so.”
Jim sighed. “You’re right of
course. I apologize. I’m stunned. Bones is gay! I never would have thought. The
same goes for Ben.”
“Taking into account the fact
that both were once married to a woman and have a daughter I would classify
them as bisexual not homosexual.”
Jim rose to his feet and
reached for his clothes. “Where are you going?” Spock asked.
"I've got to see
Bones."
“Shall I accompany you?”
“No. It’s better I talk with
him alone.” Jim put his shirt on, and then gave Spock another kiss. “Till
later, love.”
***
“Bones, please open up now.”
Jim Kirk hit the buzzer again.
“Go away. I want to be
alone.” The voice sounded drunken and tired.
“I’m not going. We have to talk.
Whether you let me in now or I use me override code.”
Slurping sounds, then the
door slide open. “Come in.” McCoy grumbled,
“What do you want from me?”
“I’m so sorry, Bones. I never
meant for this to happen."
“Nothing happened. You’re
free again. That’s fine.” McCoy stumbled in his seat and reached for a
well-filled glass. But Jim was quicker and pushed it ways. “You've had enough.”
“That’s not your business.”
Leonard shouted.
Jim put his hand on McCoy’s
shoulder. “I know about you and Ben.” He said quietly
“How do you know that?”
“Spock overheard you making a
recording for him on Taurus II. He just told me.”
“Those damn Vulcan ears.” The
doctor mumbled.
“Bones, why didn’t you tell
me? I thought we were friends”
“Did you tell me about you and
Spock? I had to find it out by stumbling in your cabin and catching you kissing
each other.”
“That’s not the same. You
know Spock’s need for privacy and he wasn’t acquainted with you then. So I
accepted his wish to be discrete for a while. But we’re old friends.”
“I haven’t noticed much of
this lately. You had Spock… and I felt lonely. Ben could fill the emptiness...
or at least I thought he could. I’m not sure anymore.”
Leonard sighed. “I’m so
tired, Jim. I don’t know what to think or feel right now.”
Jim pulled a second chair
near and took a seat. ”I’m here, Bones. If you wish to talk… The medicine
you’ve prescribed me in bad situations was always a good drink and a talk with
a friend. Of the first I think you’ve had enough, but the second…”
McCoy nodded. “Got me with my
own weapons, huh? Okay, you’re right. It started, shortly before this incident
with the Galileo.”
///
“That was it, Mr. Finney.
You’re check-up is over. You’re in excellent health.” Leonard McCoy put his
scanner aside and stood back from the bio-bed.
Benjamin Finney jumped with a
smooth motion to his feet. “There’s something I would like to talk to you about
in private, Doctor. If you can spare me some time…”
“Sure. You can come to my
cabin after the shift.”
///
“He told me that he had
fallen in love with me. I was stunned… at first. I mean, I’m not a teenager who
falls in love every minute, and I don’t have your reputation, which would
explain why others do so with me. In any case, I though we had both been alone
for too long… why shouldn’t we help each other? I hadn't known him all that
closely before, but I soon found I really liked him. I thought I had fallen in
love.”
He paused for a moment.
“Besides he was a stallion in bed.”
///
“Gosh.” Leonard pushed
hungrily back on the steel-hard invader of his body and moaned. “That’s so
good.”
“Oh, Len, Len...“ Ben
Finney repeated the name of his lover again and again during his wild, hard
fucking.
///
“I needed the sex, too. I just
was too long abstinent. I really desired him, but he never let me… I mean he
always wanted to be dominant.”
///
Leonard’s finger teased the
puckering opening. He was just about to push it inside as Finney stopped him.
“No Len, not now. Let me fuck you first. I’m too horny for your sexy ass. You
can later take me.”
But later never occurred.
///
McCoy threw his hands up to
his face. “Now when I think it over. He never said again, that he loved me. I
fear, he always needed me to quench his lust and… what is worse for me, to find
out how to harm you. He refused to speak with me after he was arrested. Jim,
probably everything that happened to you, was my fault. If I not…”
“Stop it, Bones!” Jim pulled
Leonard’s hands in his own. “What happened was a problem between Ben and
myself. He was jealous of my success. It had nothing to do with you. Believe
me, please. “
“But if I hadn’t…”
Jim interrupted him. “Have
you told him something that he couldn’t have find out otherwise?”
“No.”
“Okay. Then you’ve no need to
torture yourself. Bones, I feel such pity for you. You deserve a person who
really loves you so much. And I surely hope you will find him or her soon. And
I promise not to neglect you so much in the future. Feeling better now?”
Leonard nodded. “Thank you,
Jim. And now…” I shallow smile crossed his lips. “I suppose Spock’s waiting for
you.”
“Yeah, you’re right. I should
go now.” Jim rose to his feet as the door buzzed. McCoy, with a quick nod, gave
him permission to open it.
Jim was somewhat surprised as
McCoy’s new assistant, Dr. M’Benga, stepped in. Kirk really was happy to have
an expert on Vulcan physiology on board. He trusted McCoy’s competence but when
it came to Spock… better two good doctors then only one.
“I apologize for disturbing you
at this late hour” M’Benga said. “There’s something I wish to discuss with
you.”
Jim smiled. There should be
no need to contact Bones right now except for an emergency in sick-bay. And in
this case M’Benga hadn’t been so confident. That could only mean the young
doctor was also worrying about his boss.
„Come in, Geoff.” McCoy gestured his colleague to take the now vacant
second seat. "Good night Jim… and thank you.”
“Good night, Bones, Doctor.”
***
As Jim entered his cabin he
found Spock still resting on his bed. “That’s fine.” He smiled. “To come in and
find you in my bed, I mean. I could have this every day.”
“You are a hot and horny
Human.”
Jim couldn’t stop himself
from laughing out aloud as Spock repeated his former phrase. He threw his shoes
away and began to pull his trousers down.
“How is Dr. McCoy?”
“He’s better. At least I hope
so. He feels guilty, thinks that Ben only used him for his revenge on me. And
he’s lonely. I think I’ve neglected our friendship too much lately.”
Now completely naked, Jim
climbed in the bed and kissed Spock. “I never asked you to do so.” The Vulcan
said.
“I know, Spock. I just enjoy
our being together way too much, I don't wish to miss any second I can spend
with you.” Jim snuggled closer. “As I was leaving, Dr. M’Benga was just coming.
He seems to be a nice guy. And for Bones, it may be good to have another doctor
around. At least they can have professional discussion. And…”
He started to tease a green
nipple, which was already hardening under his touch. “Hm, I’m not tired
anymore” Jim murmured. “But what I wanted to say is, they would make a nice
couple. Do you think I could play match-maker?”
“Jim!” Spock - for safety -
closed Jims mouth with a kiss, before his lover could come up with more such,
in his opinion, dangerous ideas.
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